He talked about me to his class today. They were talking about social media and he mentioned Tumblr. Which gasp his group had no idea what it was. Shame on them. Lol. But then they talked about me and why I like and use tumblr and what not. It turned into a convo about how he trusts me and I’m his everything and a bunch of amazingly cute things he said about me and us. I’m so lucky. He is the best. He said I’m his best friend. And there’s always a spark. He is always excited about talking to me or seeing me. I love it. The only dumb thing is grad school. I had to find the love of my life before I finished school. Sucks. Lol. My teacher pretty much encouraged me to look into the Carolinas. Gross. I feel like now I’m just looking for schools close to home because of him. But like I don’t want that to limit me. Idk. I need to talk to my parents. Hopefully they have some good advice. Like what do you do when you’ve found the love of your life? Move away? Ugh. Hate this.
It has to be the weirdest thing having a boyfriend. Like I don’t have to go out looking for someone. I can just go to drink. And when someone shows up you’re like sorry I’m taken. Tonight I met a dude. We talked the whole night. No interest was shown on either part though. Like if he did I woulda been like sorry dude. But of course you meet more people when you’re unavailable right? Lol. Too bad I’m going to marry the dude I’m with. Hopefully I made a new long lasting friend tonight. Lol so this dude is in the AT program and I’m like so who are you? How do you know mike? And I felt like a dumbass because he is in my class on Fridays. Oops. Awkie. Lol oh well. Now I have like maybe 5 people I can say I for sure know in the junior class. HOLLA. I wonder if the seniors felt this way last year. Anyway. I should take a shower. Peace out.
I think I just look for things to fight about. Seriously though.
It sucks. I miss him so much. He’s in South Carolina visiting family for the first time in forever. I really wish I could be there with him. His grandfather passed away and I know he meant a lot to him. I jus want to be there to support him. But no I’m at stupid school. Doing something I’m having second thoughts about. My clinical experience is just terrible. I would rather just spend every moment with him but I can’t. And it really sucks. I hate being apart. He’s my best friend. And I’m so thankful for that. Best thing that’s ever happened in my life.
I would like to say that I’ve graduated. I no longer have to wear an undershirt under tshirts. Yay me.