I’m pretty sure I have the best boyfriend in the world. We just work. Like I wish I could spend every moment of everyday with him. We talked about it the other day. Like the honeymoon phase, but we honestly don’t think that this is what this is. To be honest I totally forgot that was a thing. I’m definitely scared it could be and I’m scared to lose him. I feel like I’m too annoying or too mean. But he claims he’s more into me than I’m into him. Idk. I fall pretty hard. He said it tho. That he’s falling in love with me. And I’ve said it before on here that I think I love him. It’s scary. This feels different than what I had with Garrison. I think with him we were just infatuated with each other. Like what did we honestly have in common? Not much. But with Blake, tons. I guess the only thing I hate about our relationship is that I met him online. It sounds so creepy. And we have to lie about it to people. I think there are 3 stories floating around about how we met. And honestly I’m thankful Hannah dragged me onto that site. I feel like I never would have met him. Our lives would have never crossed. Hopefully one day I can honestly say how I met him. But until then, Orlando City game it is.